I’ve been told to focus on the goal,
To focus on what I want to achieve.
It is the path to greatness.
It is the path to success.
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But I seem to have found a different path.
One where I just take the next step forward.
I don’t know where it leads,
It doesn’t feel like a path of certainty.
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And yet with each step forward,
I feel more confident.
It’s like I’m following my body not my head.
My body calls deep within,
A deep dark call,
A stirring within.
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I was expecting a flash of light.
A white crisp clear energy.
A light to illuminate my path,
For all to see how virtuous it is.
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Instead I get a voice from the dark.
Deep within me, that’s only for me,
From the depths of my inner soul,
Driving through the wilds within me.
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So naked I stand,
Vulnerable to attack
And grows within me a certainty
A strength of feeling.
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I go through pain
I did not think I could endure.
I embrace such beauty,
I still can’t accept as me.
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Alone, for it is my path,
It is not a path for others.
I follow step by step,
Building trust and intuition,
Learning to trust myself,
Learning to be myself.
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Yet I’m not alone.
I feel the ancestors around me,
I feel the spirits within me.
Now I can hear them all more clearly,
Now I can feel them warmly embrace me,
Now I can be me.
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The inner joy of breaking the mold
That encasement I didn’t know was there.
Accepting the fear,
Embracing the pain,
Walking through the fire,
Letting it scar me.
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I hold up my wounds,
I embrace my scars,
As part of my story.
And in response to the pain,
I take one step at a time,
Just following my path.
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Where will I end up?
I don’t know.
I join together
The physician,
The healer,
The human being.
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To be more fully me
That’s my goal.
Only I can measure it results.
And on my deathbed I will know,
I have lived,
I have breathed.
You always write just what is happening for me! We’re all a reflection to each other as a clan I believe as Nicola is reflecting my life too since she arrived here. See you very soon for a hearty hug !! <3